'Lost my father and then my best friend within 5 months of each other this past year, so I know how it feels. It's not easy losing closepeople, and asking for prayer is about all you can do now. 'Hope God answers it the way you want.
'Eye's turning yellow'...I've know two blokes that's happened to....and it's all down to booze....one died...and the other can't touch the stuff ever again.
Sorry to hear of the bad luck.Prayers on the way from the Prince Edward Island,Canada.Don't forget "a bad day on your bike is still better than good day anywhere else".Blessings to you both.